School & Them Fake People

So many fake people around, it's kinda scary. Those people who I thought were my friends actually are the ones who talk shit about me. It's not fair. I'm trying to be me, trying to get these people to accept me, trying so hard to not upset someone, and all I get is my kindness thrown back into my face. Apparently, people aren't supposed to be friends with me because I'm too competitive. I'M TOO COMPETITIVE. Anyone that knows me for longer than a year knows that I'm not competitive. I'm the least competitive person in my entire incentive class. I just try to get good grades so that I can keep my phone and internet use. But obviously, no one cares, and even if they knew, they'd still make it sound like I'm BS-ing. Seriously, if you're in an INCENTIVE class and you're NOT competitive at all, something's wrong. Big time. Everyone wants to get good grades. I don't see where the problem lies. Perhaps it's because I sometimes refuse to show my grade, but then again, other people don't either.

Irony right here: The people that have been spreading crap about me were my close "friends" last year, not only that, those people are the EXTREME overachievers. Every subject 90%+. Honestly, I'm the kid that barely makes the low A, high B. Maybe it's because I'm in the middle. Maybe that's why people hate me.
I play sports, but not competitively. I join only because I need to lose weight and maintain a healthy diet. Because I'm a pretty committed person, I know that if I join a team, I'll follow through and go to all the practices. That's the type of person I am. If I don't play sports, I'd spend all my time in front of the computer or on my phone, blogging or surfing the net.

You know my name, but not my story. Darlings, don't judge a book by it's cover. Get to know me before you diss me. At least some of these people actually come up to my face and say shit about me in my face.
I don't know what hurts more... getting it said to your face, people saying it behind your back, or people saying it behind your back and then you find out later. From someone else.

Emotional, physical, and mentally sore. I need to watch my drama. -sighs-
Volleyball all day, erryday. So sore, so sore. So much stuff happened this week, my mind is legit blown.
3 tests this week. 3. My brain does not have such high capacity at the beginning of the year.

Until Next Time,
-Claudia