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Friday, August 19, 2011

The past, present, and future

So i havent posted here for over a year. Thought it would be nice to start again, cz i did some thinking yesterday... On my birthday. I reflected on my year, on all the people that came and left my life. I paused especially on the people that left a mark on my past. Take, for example, this one friend i met a little under a year ago. This friend was, and i assume still is, an amazing person. My friend, lets name my friend "A", and call "A" an "it". A stumbled into my life suprisingly during chinese school. I was well, attracted. Not only was it sporting this bad boy look with a hint of cuteness, but also this super stunning smile. And yeup, just like every other crazy girl out there, i managed to find him on facebook, thinking thats gonna be the only way i can talk to him. If anyone would have prepared me for what happened next, i swear, i would have passed out. "A" turned up at my school the next month. Yeah, seems like a fairytale eh? I pinched myself. Oh, how i wish now this was all just a dream. We became fast friends. So what if it was 2 years older than me? A good friend is hard to come by. It amazed me. Gave me the most amazing present ever for Christmas. Too bad i killed it in the washing machine. That also marked the beginning of the end of our friendship. Kinda wordy sentence, sorry bout that. It went away on a school trip for a week, then i went the week after. Our friendship became... Strained. It went into a relationship, and after a while, i was wiped away, like a mistake on a chalkboard. But like they say, all good things come to an end. I was very, very grateful for those couple of months of friendship. I never had a bestfriend, and "A" was the closest thing to a bestfriend i
Ever had. Its time for me to move on. As for the present, ive got to make my parents proud. Ive decided to challenge myself and finish my ARCT in a year. Get that damn diploma. Start teaching and earn some cash. Start volunteering. Sports. The future? I really want to major in psychology. Weird eh? But thats my goal. Maybe work as a first aid instructor. And learn french and spanish and japanese and korean. I really like learning languages.
Thats it for now... So.

Thanks for reading, and this is...

-Claudia, signing out. Until next time.
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